ALERT.The post below contains vulgarities, rated PG.I'm sooooooooooooooo pissed with my Prelims 2 results!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know it's going to be pointless blogging about all the bad stuff that happened to me, but after all this is
myventingmachine.blogspot.com. I think I'm more calmed now, so the vulgarities might come unnecessary.
I still don't understand what I've done to deserve all these shit. I've experienced shrewed up-ness once too many. I am really seriously taking Poly as my next academic route into consideration. Don't get me wrong, it's not that Poly is not good, just that I never thought I will ever ever ever fit into a Poly. The people there are just too
cool. But now, my results might just cornered me to opt for it.
DAMN I am disappointed with myself. I mean, being a student is my life (for now) and what matters most to me are definately my grades! So if I were to screw up that, ain't I failing my life targets? Just sucks to live like this. I've learned that there's no such thing as a 'balance lifestyle' for me. I just can't enjoy myself and get good grades at the same time! Most guys enjoy playing soccer and can still get good grades while most girls enjoy getting a whole day 'workout' at Orchard. Frankly speaking, I don't do any of it. So it's unfair! All these sacrifices for NOTHING?! Ya so another thing I've learn is that:
You can jolly well disrespect your teachers, dress as skimpy as you want to school, have as many f-ing relationships and still score good results. So what the F are the school rules for? Something to keep our pea-brain busy?
Guilty conscious: But those DO play a huge part in your life. Without self discipline, you are not going to go far.
So ya, it's as if I'm having a serious debate with myself. See, told you I'm going nuts.
-Crazy girl (alter ego) signing out!
