Ok this is a really random joke I thought of while eating ice-cream earlier on:

There was this overweight guy who visted his nutritionist to seek for healthy diet advice. His doctor told him to take more carbo, calcium and fibre instead of his junk food. After 2 weeks, he was still as plump as ever.

Nutritionist: So did you follow my instructions?
The Man: Of course, every breakfast, lunch and dinner.
N: So what did you have exactly?
M: Oh. Chocolate for carbo, ice cream for calcium and Miranda Orange for fibre.

Ok, today was overall a good training. Why did I say good training? You'll know it as you read on.

Training started rather late today, 8.30am. Up first we had orienting! LOL. I was relying on Yan Hsiang to guide my group, but apparently she had to shift to another group to aid them. Went rather well, 'cause to navigate around we didn't really need to use the compass. Considering that we are familar with the places around our school estate and we just had to find the landmarks. My group consist of Yan Ying, Pei Ling and myself. We were the 2nd group who left the school. We went around the playground near Kranji Primary, then Regent Secondary and the bus stop near my home. Then we had 3 more checkpoints to go, and 20 mins left. The last 3 checkpoints were the most headache. Although we managed to go to all of them, we didn't know how to complete the questions. Haiz. But I really got to bond with my group members, considering that it's a really small group.

Had a nice, slow lunch today. Really glad, because we usually have to choke the food down our throat and really get those tense feeling.

Footdrill training was alright I suppose. Revised some stuff and it lasted for like 2hours. Oh gosh. FDC is like really near!

Soccer was up next. Not really enthu about it. Since I really suck at it. But 1 advantage, I'm not afraid of the ball and I dare to kick people (maybe except for Kenneth)! Dicky was getting an ovation from his group members. Somehow he created a fan club of him. Wa lao. It's like his group members (mostly girls) were like, "Go Dicky! Go Dicky!". LOL. I'm so at a disadvantage. Even if I come back in the future, the most also 5 guys will cheer for me man. My group's name was "INsaneJohns!". Watta cool name. Totally love it. But we lost in the end. 3-2. Sad...

We were dismissed after that and I had to stay back for Newsletter meeting in the SJAB room. Then suddenly Aisyah called Amelia asking for urgent help as a guy fell unconscious outside the Temple. Sir Kenneth and Sir Derrick rushed over. I was not really involve at first, just paying attention to the meeting, thinking that it might not be anything serious. But soon realised that I was very wrong. Later they called Sir Shen Yang for CPR face shield. When CPR comes in, it means that it's really serious - NO pulse nor breathing. Shen Yang was really great, he ran in really quick speed all the way from the school to the temple. When Sok Ting, Beatrice and I reached there, I saw an Indian middle aged male lying on the floor. There was a crowd surrounding him, so couldn't view the situation clearly. Sir Derrick did CPR on his earlier on, covering the casualty's mouth with a bandage. Due to his overweighted size, it might have affected the opening of airway. It could not be open, thus making CPR super difficult to be conducted. Sir Kenneth was trying to check his Dorsal Pedis pulse and realised that he actually pee-ed. I suppose the casualty was suffering from a serious heart attack. The Ambulance only came about 20mins later. Really really worried now. And definately - SHOCK. We could have just witness a death you know. Haiz. Sometimes we can help to a just certain limit but as a basic first aider myself, I really have to learn as much as I can. We have to be mentally prepared and knowledgeable but apparently not what I am today...

Helen's been physically "torturing" herself today by asking Wan Ting to slap her awake.

Just from that single statment you can actually sense the stress level going around us. I'm not really stress, just that my mood had been swinging 360 degress round and round and round. No joke people. I'm utterly ashamed of myself, but I can't help it. My feelings are beyond control. Everything is bottled up, I have NO one to confide my problems to. NO ONE, that I trust. Peharps this is character building. I hope just hope it'll make me a better person...

Yes, I'm back. I had been thinking yesterday (wow, Christine's thinking!) and so far in most of my posts it's all about ME ME ME ME ME ME ME and your truly, the one and only ME. I think I'm getting freaking selfish and not sparing some thoughts for the people around me. LOL. So I'm put some space aside later in my post to talk about other people (not gossip this time, sorry).

Ok first I think I should talk about Sok Ting. She's pretty much having a total mixed feelings about her results. I mean it's a hell strike of gd results, topping every tests. Being in a competitive class, comparison is not something new. So she's pretty sad that she's getting all the unwanted attention yet happy that she's having a high chance of getting 1st in class. Crap. And during chalet I was mocking her that she can't get that position. Anyways, Devi and Helen, buck up!

Next, who should I talk about? Hmm. Ok What about Shawn Lee who acted in I not Stupid 2. He's shifting! AW MAN! I think I'm goanna cry! I wonder which part of S'pore is he going to shift to. It means no more chance of bumping into him in the bus, street, road, Yew Tee MRT station!See, eventually I'll get the topic back to myself. HEHE.

Hey people! Currently in the LTC lab now. Wanna post before my Music tech lesson starts. Lesson was as usual until Zi Yang was caught staring at the window during Ms Lee's lesson. Here's the scenrio of it:

Zi Yang: Err...err there's a lot of bees outside
Ms Lee: What?! And you just sit there and stare at them, waiting for it to sting you? You guys don't even know how to take care of yourself!
As she hurried to close all the side windows.

Kinda hilarious and it was a nice experience to see it. Bees attack! Too bad I don't have a portable small digital camera. Oh well...

Everytime when I'm feeling down, I'll turn to my computer. This might be one of the reason why I'm always online. I've pretty much no idea why my happiness is so short-lived. I mean it's so difficult sometimes. I wanna shout and scream my sorrows, but what for? Everyone's remote control would be on silent mode. I AM making my life difficult. Can't I just be that happy-go-lucky person I knew a few years back? I guess this is just a period of identifying one's self. The bitch fits will last and I'm sorry to the friends around me who have to put up with it. I'll try not to show and oh crap I'm wasting so much time of my life dwelling on sad stuff. I wanna make this a learning experience but I can't find a solution. Nope, I'm not asking for any help, I'm just asking for the glimpse of light.

P.S: I HATE HATE HATE you. *Bitch fit*

Okay people, you should have realise by now that I've changed my layout! Yes. I don't know where did I dig out that time to make it. Oh yes, I didn't revise. So please appreciate my effort by tagging and I'll do my part by not posting so much crap which you don't understand. So enjoy!

Had SJAB training today. Basically we had first aid lesson and orienting. Was informed that I'll be involve in the SJAB newsletter comittee so ya, kinda excited over it. Guess what? Sir Choon Siong came today! LOL! Beatrice and I was so excited about his arrival that we kinda ignored the other seniors. SO sorry about that. By 12nn we were getting ready for Archery course (Part 2) at CDANS. The bus came and we just hop on and reached the Archery range really soon. For more info about it refer to : http://faza.infatuated.nu/. I gotten a score of 129/180 and had no X. After that Hannah and I rushed down to Woodlands library for our SL meeting. The library was FAB man. Although our group was complained of making too much noise but who cares? LOL. Went to Popular with Yu Zheng and had a nice chat on our way home. =)

Also, I seemed to be seeing Shawn Lee and Joshua Ang everywhere. My eyes must be playing tricks on me. LOL.

Well, I had late coming detention duty today and only 3 detainers came today! LOL. We went for 'excursion' this time as Mdm Normala needed helpers to weed the plant plots. So we were under the sun and plucking and pulling out weeds from the plot of grass. At 4pm, the 2 girls left and only left with that Edmund guy. Surprisingly, so far my detainers were aware that they ARE punish. So he was weeding unwillingly but at least some effort was put into it. Haiz. Miss shopping and fun. HOLIDAY, when would you come back to me?

Well for basics, you should be aware that today is Valentine's Day! My valentine for the year is ANG SZE HIM! LOL! Ok, I know this is pathetic but I was really looking forward to today as we are having a "double date" later with Shawn Lee and Joshua Ang. HOHOHO. Ok in the theatre that is. I Not Stupid 2 rocks! I didn't cry though, not like my valentine. Haiz, had to lend her my shoulder. HAHA. Just exaggerating... Anyways, do treasure your Valentine's gifts even if it's from a girl (although I've ate all of mine). So yeah, special thanks to Wan Zhen and Julinda for the gifts!

Yo people. Feeling much better now after yesterday's battle with the flu and cough virus. LOL. My flu turned really bad on friday night and I took some medicine and went to bed. Was feeling unwell when I woke up at 6am, ready to go for my training but decided to sleep till 7am. I mean I could get a MC but I so wanna the SJAB Sec1s! WOO! Reached school around 8am and helped Beatrice they all to prepare the balloon games. So blah blah blah tra la la, Sze Him and I went up to the SJAB room and found that the Orange Syrup might be insufficient and we have NO ICE! WHAT THE. So in the end Dicky, Sze Him and I went to Limbang to find ice. Couldn't find any. NTUC was out of stock. Went back with only 1 bottle of syrup. Slacked and slept in the SJAB room until it was some SJAB presentation time. For the presentation, we have 1 beautiful and 1 handsome presenters, so we won't fall asleep! (At least those are what they claimed to be. LOL =x) All the common stuff, if the sec1s don't understand I seriously don't blame them. When I just came in to SJAB I didn't even give a damn about the presentation, probably day dreaming then. Then it was lunch time. Didn't eat much, had 1 chicken wing and a few pieces of fish. Was having slight fever but have to FIGHT it! 'Cause I wanna go for my archery course! Luckily, Ms Tan booked a direct bus to CDANS if not I'll be panting and sweating and 'hiking' my way there. Alright for today's part of the course, it was kinda all theory and basics and shot 5 arrows. I kinda stink at archery. I mean I'm so un-violent. LOL! Couldn't sleep when night came, couldn't breathe properly. Therefore, I was left with no choice but to see the doctor. I really don't like going to the docs. 1st, they make you pay so much and 2ndly, it's like everyone's sick over there! Spent $44 in the end. Oh well...

Heys, I'm back with a flu! ARGH! I hate it man. My immune system is so so so weak! Sleeping through classes again. Today is the release of 'O' levels result and I got to say I'M SO PROUD OF MY ST JOHN SENIORS! AAAAAAHHHHH! All of them scored so well! Joyce was one of the top scorer (L1R5: 7), Jerilyn and Dicky gotten 10 points, Wan Jun, Jing Ying and Wei Fen gotten 11 points. So cool right? Went back to SJAB room to make the balloons for tommorow's CNY celebration. Helped my class to do the props for the NE thingy. Feeling so so so terrible now, mucus dripping. =[

Just read KL's blog. Totally agree with him. You cannot be happy forever, there's always take and give. [Notice that I use take then give?] But you can make the situation better, it's only a matter of do you know how and do you want to?

IT IS SO UNFAIR that I have to put up with people's problem and I solve it for them so that they can take credit. I don't tolerate that.

By the way, people say things out of fury without even thinking it through. Whether if I've said that you are in-efficient, I don't remember. Because like I've said, we speak before we think. Only the victim tends to remember it. I've been through that phrase so it's not going to haunt me in the future, it had already haunted me.

Alright, I'm bring. Lovin' my blog a lil' too much. So I've decided to blog once more!

Had done quite a lot of thinking while polishing my boots. It's old and tattered now. No longer as shiny as it used to be not matter how I polish. It's really significant. I really missed the old times by the HQ and going Bugis and stuff. I really miss that estate eventhough it's over an hour trip to reach there. COC, AGI, you name it! I'm so getting torn down by the situation now. That's the problem. It's human's nature to always compare, never satisfied with what we have.

I just feel like I'm thinking too much, until it makes my life worst. That's why the silliest is the happiest. But it's so difficult. I have to many nagging thoughts in the back of my head. Especially the night before my training. I don't know why. SJAB training had been so unpredictable. I really have no idea how to react now. Should I lay back or really become a jerk or really give my best shot? It's all about the mood and the people. I'm just not happy with arrogrant people.

P.S: Uncle Leow! Buy me a new pair of boots leh!

Well, firstly I was like to say sorry to Kenneth for not helping you last night but my 1st priority was sleep and concentrate in school. In the end you turned to Yan Hsiang for help who was a victim of course.

Moving on, Ms Lee didn't come today! Argh. Ms Husna took over. She makes me feel so sian man. First was my relieve teacher for geography next is this. Did some group work and that's about it.

Had Biology practical. I was actually read shocked when they said it was SPA practical! But luckily found out that it was just a practice. Whew. I think I kinda blew it but, oh well...

Just a random thinking: Sometimes you can't give into temptations and hurt your friend's feeling. In the end you'll gain nothing.

Chee. I'm getting more philosophic (if there's such word).

Christine
She was born in 07/05/91, which makes her a Taurus.
She's currently studying in Pioneer Junior College and has been to
CHIJ (TP), De La Salle and Kranji Secondary School.
Apart from her family and friends, she hearts ODAC & SJAB.

've got to try to get myself a tan on my feet!
I need to save up for a Havannas slippers
I've got to work for a much better results
To become fitter and to avoid FAT food.
Nevertheless, I still want more clothes!

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